formal

I dont know what to say..

At first,

I was excited..

Then, got annoyed..

coz my hair wont curl :/

Surprisingly,

Kelvin and Adrian weren't late..

In fact,

they were earlier than I expected..

And..

I saw this edyoot in a suit

for the first time..

I have never imagined him looking like this..

He looked amazing :O

swept me off my feet

>.<

Claudia arrived a bit after..

She's gorgeous..

Then, started to regret going to formal..

In the limo,

it was so..

BORING

>.<

After 15 minutes in the limo,

I regretted sooo bad >.<

I wanted to go home..

And I felt soo bad for making the edyoot coming to the formal..

He has the "I-hate-you-for-making-me-do-this" look on his face..

The heater in the limo made me feel uneasy..

:/

Maybe going to the formal with slight fever

wasnt a very good idea after all..

Got there..

Everyone looked super prettie :)

Formal started shortly after..

Super boring..

Walked around in those..

heels

killed me..

>.<

But.. after a bit,

it started getting interesting..

I can tell that the edyoot tried so hard

to pretend to be happy

and tried to cheer me up..

Hmm..

Slow-dance..

I think it was the best part of the night?

Took the opportunity to hug the edyoot..

Had a good time, I guess?

By the end of the formal,

my feet were absolutely dead..

:(

The edyoot then decided to piggy back me

:/

Which was very nice of him..

In the car..

Hmm..

I was reallie tired,

so, I kinda fell asleep?

But,

somehow,

I felt something on my forehead..

not sure if it's a dream, but yeah :)

I think I've said this lots of time,

but..

Dear Edyoot,

Thanks a lot for the night..

You're the most amazing person I've ever met..

^^

Hmm... Didn't take lots of pics..

But.. I dont mind :)

Dont reallie like taking photos..

And I STILL CANT FIND THE BOOK!!

Arghh..

Looked for it the whole night..

Fell asleep on the couch..

Woke up at 7 to look for it again..

Sigh..

beautiful

Just happened to come across a song

and it's exactly what I'm feeling

at the moment

Might as well share it here?

:)

Too lazy to attach the video

So..

Ill just post the lyrics..

Youtube the song yourself :P

Beautiful by Megan Nicole

She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

'Coz when a heart breaks, no it dont breakeven

lots of things happened lately..

I don't know what to do anymore..

I've spent my whole life

hating people who hide stuff from me..

but..

lately..

I found out that a lot of people around me..

especially those who are really really close to me..

have been hiding things from me..

Hmm..

I don't know what to feel..

Worst of all..

I cant hate this person..

I tried.. but I couldn't..

What can I do now?

Why do I have to find out all these before UMAT?

finding out 2 of my really really close friends

hiding stuff from me in 2 days..

Why cant you all just.. keep hiding them from me?

Why do you all have to let me find out about them?

Why can't you all tell me before I find out myself?

Tell me what to do?

Show me a way out?

Please?

betrayal

Who would've ever thought this will happen to me..

Who would've thought that you're the one who planned everything..

When I first found out about it,

I thought that I should give you some time to tell me about it..

or to explain about it..

or at least make up any stupid excuses for it..

Waited for the whole day.. the whole night..

Nothing..

This morning, I tried to be happy..

tried to be myself..

hopefully you'll tell me something?

Seconds.. Minutes.. Hours have gone passed..

Ah wells..

I'll ask?

Little did I know your answer was,

"Why should I tell you?"

I swear that was the last time I can ever look at you the same way..

I doubt I'll be able to trust you from now..

I'm not pissed that you didn't tell me...

I made up excuses for you...

Your boyfriend wanted you to help..

He begged you to help..

But.. You know what?

What hurt me the most

was the fact that..

YOU complained with us that he's coming..

YOU told me that you dont want him to come..

YOU told me that you dont know who brought him..

ALL THIS TIME.. YOU PRETENDED TO BE UPSET ABOUT IT..

Honestly.. I couldn't tell..

After all this time, I couldn't tell..

That's the scariest bit..

I don't know if you'll do that to me again..

If you can lie so easily about it

and you don't think that something's wrong..

I dont know.. I dont want that to happen to me again..

I'm really disappointed.. and pissed..

Not at you.. At myself..

For trusting you from the beginning..

For thinking that you're a good friend..

For calling you my bestie..

weird song

So yeah..

My brother showed me this song today

and

SERIOUSLY

that song has to be the weirdest and the most disgusting song

EVER!!

It's called....

peacock

A very innocent sounding song, yeah?

Well..

NO!!

The lyrics are absolutely..

sigh..

nvm..

I'll copy and paste the lyrics here..

(well.. part of it)

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

^ ( WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!? =.= )

[Verse 1]
Word on the street, you got somethin' to show me, ee < (WHAT THING?!? >.<)
Magical, colorful, Mr. Mystery, ee
I'm intrigued, for a peek, heard it's fascinating
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath

^ ( EWWWWW!!!!!! )

Words up your sleeve
Such a tease
Wanna see the show
In 3D, a movie
Heard it's beautiful
Be the judge
And my girls gonna take a vote
^ ( IM NOT EVEN GOING TO COMMENT ON THAT..)

Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
^ (AGAIN!??!)

[Pre-Chorus]
I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin
(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)
I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin
(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

[Chorus]
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

^ ( EWWWW!!!!!!)

So yeah..

yucky weird song..

hmmphhh..

P.S BUT, I admit, I like singing it around the house.. :P It annoys my bro and my mum :P

hehe..

apparently this song is more annoying

than " I Just Had Sex "

^^

I know.. Im weird like that :P

life is great

UMAT in less than 2 weeks

2 chapters of spesh work to catch up on

3 english essays to write

friendship problems

so-called-relationship problems

personal problems

Spesh sac in a week

Havent finish the exercises for the SAC

Dont know what's on the SAC

and

the best thing of all these?

thought someone will be there

hoped someone will be there

but

whenever this moment is here

everyone chooses to ignore

and leave me alone

isnt life great?

National Service

So

WHICH IDIOT DECIDED TO CHANGE THE

FREAKING SYSTEM

FOR THE

KHIDMAT NEGARA

WEBSITE?!?!?!

there are other students

who need to check the date and place

for their national service too!!

HOW CAN YOU CHANGE THE SYSTEM

BEFORE LETTING US KNOW

WHEN OUR DATE AND PLACE IS?!?!?!

As for those '94 kids,

their NS starts NEXT YEAR!!

they DONT have to find out the info NOW!!

>.<

MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT,

GNE LA OTAK TUH!!

BODOH!!

cakes

baked cakes again

:)

baked 3

>.<

I swear that will be the last..

I shall not bake a cake ever again..

FORTUNATELY

this edyoot came

and helped to wash up

:)

hehehe..

So,

edyoot,

if you're reading this,

THANK YOU~~

I LOVE YOU~~

^^

will continue this post maybe.. later?

:P

10 things about feifei

• He always try to GAM FEI but fail
• Loves hotpot
• Bullies me all the time
• Makes me pick up the shuttlecock
• Always FONG FEI GHEY when I wanna visit him at highvale
• Dont ever update his blog coz he's too lazy
• Loves sleeping
• Studying in Year 11
• Goes to chinese school on Sunday?
• Made me create this blog entry JUST for him

stupid cold

ARGHH..

I just absolutely HATE the weather in Melbourne...

I have sneezed at least

hmm..

20 times?

I'm serious..

I cant even move around now

'cause if I move,

I'll start sneezing again

*ahcheww*

seee...

>.<

Yes,

I REALLY SNEEZED

>.<

I'm currently in love with couple-ish stuff..

couple jewelleries

LOL..

I dont know why..

Looking at them as a pair

makes me smile

^^

Yes

I'm just weird like that

class hoodie design

Just a random post

to show off the design for my

CLASS HOODIE

12J

*proud of it*

~ cake ~

So..

I was feeling bored

cause bro was sleeping

and mum was too busy to talk to me..

Walked around the house

and

saw this recipe for a butter cake..

Hmm..

If no one was free to entertain me,

I might as well entertain myself~

CAKE BAKING TIME~~!!

^^

So,

here are the pictures

:)

P.S Sorry if the pictures looked disgusting >.< took them in a hurry so that

I can eat it ASAP

:P

for feifei..

grrrr...

it wasnt ME who

fong your fei ghey..

it was my brother

>.<

and he's still sleeping at the moment

I was actually looking forward

to playing pool

and meeting up

with this FRIEND whom I havent met for

quite some time..

so..

it WASNT my fault

GRRR..

tricked

HMMPH!!

I got tricked into telling someone

about my past relationships

and most things about my past

today.

hmmph

he said that I pissed him off

and therefore

I should tell him stuff

about myself

sighh..

Spent the whoooole day sleeping

wasnt feeling that well..

so..

yeah..

kinda dizzy now,

so,

I'm not goin to blog anymore

:P

had an awesome morning

coz

the edyoot called

<3

10 things that makes me smile

• A smile from others
• Memories
• Family
• Edyoot
• Friends
• People hurting themselves stupidly
• Getting A's in tests? :P
• Yummie food ( Ice-cream~ )
• Text from friends
• Rain, rainbow, sun

cars in girl's point of view

BMW : Brings Me Wealth

LEXUS : Luxury EXports to United States

FORD : For Only Romantic Drivers

HYUNDAI : Hope You Understand Nothing's Drivable And Inexpensive

VOLVO : Very Odd Looking Vehicular Object

PORSCHE : Proof Of Rich Spoiled Children Having Everything

KIA : Kills In Accidents

TOYOTA : The One You Only Trust Always

PROTON : Powerwindow Rosak Oooh Tidaaakkk Ohhhh Noooooo!