recent relationship status

mmm..

this has been troubling me

for quite some time..

and recently,

I finally got what I've wanted..

and I think that was..

2 weeks ago?

Yepp...

He finally said that we're well

kinda together?

mmm...

Sadly

happiness doesn't stay that long..

So,

his ex fb-messaged me and told me

this thing

that I guess..

changed everything?

mm...

I dont know if he's cheating on me

or should I say

messing around with me?

At first,

I was really shocked..

I dont know what to think..

I dont want to think that

all these time

is just a dream...

I dont want to find out that

the one guy that I opened myself to

and the one relationship that I put all the trust and love in

is just a dream..

I dont know what to do now..

Talked to a friend about this

and my friend wants me to reply to his ex..

but I know that

if I do that,

I'll ruin the rest of his school days..

He only has 2 weeks of school left..

and VCE exam is just around the corner..

I dont want to ruin his Year 12 AND his VCE..

Since they go to the same school

and see each other everyday,

I guess the best person to leave or to let go

would be me?

ARGHHHHH..

This is very frustrating..

mm...

talked to him about this..

and..

he thinks that it's better if we just be friends..

friends, huh?

mm..

So yeah..

that's how my dream ended..

Been asleep for quite some time..

Should wake up and face the reality now..

Time to let go?

and move on..

When I was asked

if I have a superpower, what would I want it to be

for the school profile,

I really had no idea..

But now, I do..

I wish I have the ability to erase memories..

That way,

I won't have to feel this way..

before and after..

So..

For valedictory,

I need to provide of pic of me

BEFORE

I start schooling..

and

AFTER

schooling..

AKA

Year 12 me D:

after going through tonnes and tonnes of pics..

I finally found my..

pre-school picture

TADAAA~~~~

Yeshh..

That's me when I was.. urmm... 3/4?

>.<

And..

as for the pic of me in year 12..

mm..

I couldnt find any..

So..

I just asked my bro to take a pic of me the second

I got home

so that I can email it to my teacher

for valedictory..

and here it is~

Year 12

new name for feiifeii

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!

I've decided to rename Henry..

His new name

will be...

Aeroplane Fong

:) :)

and chinese name..

Fong Feii-Gheyy

You like it? :D

evil kid

HENRY HO

hmmph..

I dont even know what to say about this kid..

HE DIDNT INVITE ME TO READ HIS BLOG!!

I just

casually went onto his blog..

and GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!

access denied..

GEEE..

WHAT A NICE FRIEND YOU ARE...

HMMPHHHH

new hair?

Mmm..

So..

I told this lady that I want to get rid of

ALL the split ends

on my head...

sooooo...

Yes..

She got rid of the split ends on my fringe too..

Now,

Im stuck with super short fringe..

:/

Cant wait till my hair grows longer