too late now?

Hmm...

I kinda said that I wont read the blog

but

my curiosity took over me..

Yep..

I read my friend's blog..

Wow..

I realized that

he has a lot to cope with..

and

there's nothing I can do to help him..

I guess the only way

is to pretend like nothing has happened..

and

I'll have to be happy all the time around him

:)

Hopefully that's the best way?

As for leaving him,

it's pretty much impossible..

Leaving him is probably the best for me..

But staying with him may be the best for him..

<3