Uni Offers

So..

Got accepted by Griffith Uni at GoldCoast

for

Bachelor of Medical Science..

This course lasts for 2 years

and if I manage to keep up a GPA of 5.0

I'll be guaranteed to be accepted

to post-grad Med..

Offer sounds great and all..

but..

I really don't feel like moving interstate..

>.<

Really hope that I'll get better offers here in Vic.

Wish me luck?

spesh exam in 5 hours..

gotta go "study" now

:P

今年～

我终于要考完 V.C.E 了！！

时间过的真的快。

咱一下眼睛就过了一年。。

今年发生了很多很多事。。

有好的，有坏的。。

hmm。。

都是不要想那些事情了吧。。

过了就过了。。

想回头一看，

都不能改变任何事。。

真的很期待考试过后会发生什么事。。

有时我有点怕怕的感觉

因为我知道有很多东西会发生

尤其是不好的事。。

算了吧。。

多5个钟就要考试了。。

》。《

真的不想考呀！！！！

msia~

SOLEH~!!!

sy rndu kt k0rg gak..

tp

x taw lg ble blik msia

:/

kl0 bleh,

nk blik thun nih,

tp thun dpan dh nk gi uni,

jd kne prepare everything akhir thun nih..

so..

biar sy plan dlu, ek?

:P

feeling good~

When I got back to Glenny today,

this girl ( uni student? )

asked Eunice, Leonard and I

how to get to Boxhill..

And..

She wasnt that fluent in English,

so,

I offered to help her in Mandarin..

finally realized

how useful it is to know Mandarin..

Leonard and Eunice kept talkin in chinese to her

when they can speak perfectly fine chinese

without a weird accent like me

and did VCE chinese >.>

>.>

but meh~

feel so good~~

:D

I wish I can have the chance to learn more languages

in the future :)

FINALLY 18~!!

I'm FINALLY 18 :D

phew..

sadly I cant really celebrate my birthday

seeing that everyone's busy studying..

Spent the WHOLE DAY gaming

D:

I know I know..

I'll study tomorrow..

or maybe tonight..

really dont feel like doing any work..

Mm..

To my lil nephew, Ray,

Welcome to the world

^^

and,

EDYOOT~!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

:D

we're finally 18 now :D

hehe..

and..

THANKS EVERYONE

for the wishes :D

you guys made my day

^^

new haircut :P

hair is kinda short now

but meh~

it's summer~

:D

valedictory

I've graduated from high school!!!

:O

omg..

I should feel happy and stuff

but..

I'm not?

It surprised me how attached and close I've gotten

with everyone in the school

despite being there for 2 years..

Had to give a speech..

Kinda brought the wrong speech with me D:

so..

had to make my speech up on the spot..

bullshyt the whole day through :P

>.<

nerdie glasses~ muck up day~ :)

Stole my friend's nerdie glasses~

had phone with me..

so I guess you already know what happened next >.<

posted muckup days pic on facebook..

took two freakin hundred pics >.<

p.s SHOULDVE dressed up as angels GAHHHH!!!!

awesome dance~

Zhi's dance :P

new phone~

Been playing with the phone for few days now~

:D

Shouldve posted this earlier

but..

I was too busy playin with it :D

So.. yeah~

Bought an Iphone4S

:)

Siri makes my day~

It's sooooo adorable~

Made it read my texts for me,

reply my texts for me,

call someone for me,

remind me to do things,

wake me up in the morning,

search up things for me,

and

the weather for each day :D

hehehe..

I guess I've asked the question

"Do I need my umbrella today?"

for at least 40 times

since the weather is kinda unpredictable lately~

mmm...

So, yeah~

I'm gonna go back to my phone now :D

*sigh*

maybe I should study~

>.<

another camwhoring session with bro

Found his camera :)

Pool

So,

basically

I just wanna make this short..

Mm..

Met up with Tommy..

Went to Monash Uni with him..

it isnt as asiany as he said it is..

HE LIEDDD!!

grr..

mmm..

I guess uni life is prettie interesting?

Monash is..

very different from what I expected?

There are actually trees around the campus :O

Mm..

Maybe Monash isnt that bad after all..

Mm.. Monash or Melbourne?

Greattttt..

decisions decisions decisions..

anyways,

this pool place is UNDERGROUND :O

Kinda interesting but scary at the same time..

:/

Yeh..

I feel uncomfortable in unfamiliar places :/

That's why poor Tommy had to come all the way to Glenny

and catch the bus with me to Monash >.<

If you're reading this, THANK YOU!!

:P

he also gave me tonnes of chances to like..

win?

but..

yeh.. failed >.<

stupid balls are too tiny..

no.. stupid holes are too tiny..

gahh..

but still..

despite losing every single game

I had a good day, I guess?

had CHICKEN~~~ :D :D

and walkin around Monash Uni is prettie interesting :D

I felt like..

mm..

How should I explain it?

Like a kid being brought into a HUGE HUGE HUGE LOLLY STORE..

Wait..

does that mean I'm a kid?

:O

>.<

Mm..

Kinda felt like a kid today >.<

But meh~

It was fun :D

tng0k tuh!

true, i guess?

camwhoring with bro

Bro FINALLY got contact lenses

:)

These are his first few pics

wearing contacts :)

thank you~

mm..

this is just a list of people I'd like to thank

>.<

Feifei~

Thanks for being there for me whenever I'm sad

or upset..

Somehow, your jokes

no..

YOU

make me laugh/smile no matter how bad the situation is..

Mm..

Maybe it's because of the nickname you give me?

Reminds me of my grandparents

>.<

Tommy~

You're right..

I shouldnt have done it :/

I did go over the top..

I dont know..

stress and this is defs not the best combination..

Thanks for making me realize it

before I make a bigger mistake..

Zhi~

LOL..

You are the most innocent person I've ever met..

Probably the nicest as well..

For a friend that you met at summer school,

you're always willing to lend your ears

and talk me through stuff..

and gives me spesh answer guides

etc etc..

The way you perceive things..

mm.. I wish I can see things like you do..

>.<

I guess that's why you're the

House Captain

Peer support buddy

Top student of your school

MR SMARTIE PANTS THAT ACES EVERYTHING

AND HOLDS EVERY SCHOLARSHIPS AVAILABLE

geeez..

greedy much?

:P

Ryan~

Well..

I really dont know where to start..

I've never met a guy who would do this much for his ex..

Well.. I have, I guess?

But he's not my ex or anything..

So I wouldnt know..

Since Year 10, you've been the

closest person to me

and the first person I've ever gone out for 2 years with..

LOL.. wow.. 2 years.. who wouldve thought that it's possible :P

and after breakin up

you stayed by my side

becoming the best-est friend I've ever had..

You stay up till 3am with me just because I cant sleep..

You rush to the station to meet me coz you thought I sounded sad on the phone..

Thank you so much..

Youve showed me that

ex's can be best friends too..

Thank you..

Mmm..

Yana, I dont know if you'll be reading this

but if you do,

I dont know?

I just wanna apologize for not replying your msges on fb?

I dont want to be like.. enemies with you

especially now seeing that we both have VCE exams in..

less than a month :/

I know how short tempered I am..

If I do reply you on fb,

I know I'll affect your friendship/relationship/whatever you have with Adrian?

and we'll probably be enemies too >.>

that sucks a lot >.>

P.S as for the bloggie in malay, it's basically about my TSFX chem lecture..

nothing important

:P

blog dlm bhse mlayu~

adoiii..

letih gile..

bru blik dr city..

gi chem lecture..

x sngke sy bleh jmpe ngan kngkwn dr VCESS10/VCESS11

rmai gak plajar dr sk0la sy

:/

dy0rng sume pkai hoodie year 12 sk0la dy0rng

>.<

jeles siaaaaal..

skrang, kne mule bwat keje sk0la..

ishh..

kn best kl0 cuti stiap ari..

mm..

adrian tuh bgtaw sy yg ex dy tuh

slalu bce blog ak..

rsenye kl0 sy blog dlm bhse yg laen

ssah skit bg dy utk pham..

xtaw la ngape ak nk blog dlm bhse laen..

tp best gak kl0 dy nmpk blog nih

pstu pnik sbb x phm ape yg ak tlis

:P

ksian gak kt dy tuh

klo dy cbe google translate

tp x phm..

atwp0wn tnye kngkwn yg laen..

kl0 dy phm ape yg ak tulis,

ak nk mntak maaf dlu ar..

sbb bwat dy cmas ngan buang mse cri mksd blog nih

>.<

sowwiee

ok ar.. nk gi bwat bound reference utk spesh..

smpai sni je lah~

blogging

mm..

maybe I should start blogging in a different language

:P

chinese?

malay?

jawi?

mmm..

decisions decisions decisions

soulmate/bestfriend

found him..

defs not letting go..

♥

recent relationship status

mmm..

this has been troubling me

for quite some time..

and recently,

I finally got what I've wanted..

and I think that was..

2 weeks ago?

Yepp...

He finally said that we're well

kinda together?

mmm...

Sadly

happiness doesn't stay that long..

So,

his ex fb-messaged me and told me

this thing

that I guess..

changed everything?

mm...

I dont know if he's cheating on me

or should I say

messing around with me?

At first,

I was really shocked..

I dont know what to think..

I dont want to think that

all these time

is just a dream...

I dont want to find out that

the one guy that I opened myself to

and the one relationship that I put all the trust and love in

is just a dream..

I dont know what to do now..

Talked to a friend about this

and my friend wants me to reply to his ex..

but I know that

if I do that,

I'll ruin the rest of his school days..

He only has 2 weeks of school left..

and VCE exam is just around the corner..

I dont want to ruin his Year 12 AND his VCE..

Since they go to the same school

and see each other everyday,

I guess the best person to leave or to let go

would be me?

ARGHHHHH..

This is very frustrating..

mm...

talked to him about this..

and..

he thinks that it's better if we just be friends..

friends, huh?

mm..

So yeah..

that's how my dream ended..

Been asleep for quite some time..

Should wake up and face the reality now..

Time to let go?

and move on..

When I was asked

if I have a superpower, what would I want it to be

for the school profile,

I really had no idea..

But now, I do..

I wish I have the ability to erase memories..

That way,

I won't have to feel this way..